Dilz is back and changing up you should all know the time, 20 new songs me and Justin working overtime, eedees back and rapping with me, rakiss singing passionately, dcan on a track at last, triple dropping massive bars, and who has heard of miracle? I give my word he’s lyrical, butch and shorti foxton repping, hear them jaws will drop in seconds, swizzz’s cuz mythologist, is dope as fuck and on this shit, burn the flames is speating heat, luke is here now pick your seat,

Here we go I’ll start the show I’m opening the curtains, pay attention always listen focusing for certain, right that’s how I want it cus I’m hopelessly assertive, in the building killing rappers motioning the hearse in, they don’t stand a chance like my lyrics put them off their balance, and their shit is watered down damn I’m talking lots of gallons, still I use these rappers they give me inspiration, to never stoop that low I’m knowing never lose my patience, Life is hard to swallow why you think these bitches spitting sperm, and I’m the early bird I treat these others like a sitting worm, I get ‘em in an instant my lyrics have them shitting turds, I’ll be shining when I’m 23 like this spinning earth, my tongue is a trigger when I flick it yea I’m taking shots, it’s maybe not the best display I’m blessed to say the crazies off his rockers, what’s the doctors num, I’m sick of all these tossers, on the rosters, tick the crosses, hold them hostage, count my losses, none, body hard as rock call this mannequin Dilza, best in the game like I’m Anderson Silva, serve you if you wanna have it your way bk motto, my code is a message try and scramble it Leonardo, similes and metaphors I use mine for a better cause I leave it up to you to discover like I said before, rapping til my head is sore, not so I can get a whore, do this for my fans and it’ll be this way for forever more, damn this beat is banging I’m not here to alter it, I’m tryna leave a mark so gambino let me on this shit, it’s time to turn it up crank it up like SwizZz did, not taking shots don’t get shit twisted, gonna leave my mark like I’m pissing on a fire hydrant, hearts feeling strong like the tats with the wire tied in, sirens going off as I’m always breaking out the bars, out of this world it’s safe to say I made it out from mars, act like your conceiving take the message go and get fucked, got the boys behind me ain’t nobody go against us, think you gotta chance like the movie come and step up, almost guranteed you’ll be bugging like a weta, golden when I rap I’m holding knowledge see the package molding, folding all the crap I’m knowing that will never back my moment, hoping that it’s coming soon I’m running to attack opponents, never gonna lack components, leave ‘em like a pack of donuts, holes through the middle sorta hollow hard to swallow, taking shots at all these rappers and they crying through tomorrow, see my skills you couldn’t borrow cus my steps you couldn’t follow, better grab some floaties stead of drowning in your sorrows, no resuscitation cpr is out the question, life can change dramatically so never doubt the second, I’m rising in this game my opinion what you reckon? I’m armed with my lyrics better treat them like a weapon, I stepped on the toes of a giant broke its chicken bone, your riding on success well it’s almost time your driven home, I’m gonna keep on rapping til the day you say that Dillon’s known, bring your ear to my mouth I’m saying better listen close, every other artist spitting garbage like they’re oscar grouch, I’m putting in the hardest and you still have not got off the couch, im definitely the smartest when it comes to being optimistic, send your music ‘round and you don’t expect them not to listen, but I’ve learnt my lesson yea confession time I hate promoting, when a song gets slept on damn it feels like all my fans disowning, me now I’ve learnt I gotta work and make them better, like a letter I’ma end this from the one who’s gonna last forever.

Thinking of the present and she’s always on my mind, they say time is of the essence so I’m cutting through the line, when I’m standing in her presence I’m thinking you will find, every sentence that I speak is always coming out in rhyme, she’s got my words jumbled I’m tryna speak in tongue, nervous when she’s with me so I kiss her cheek and run, spending time with her is almost now my currency, we’re the perfect couple if you don’t believe me come and see, emotions that I’m feeling to me’s a new experience, my life is changing drastically I’m knowing this is serious, I bury this inside my mind clearly this is splendid, and yea I’ve opened up my heart I’m thinking it’s a pendant, her face is now inside it she’s becoming part of me, it’s hard to see I’m looking round but love is blind and that I’ve found Can I be myself, will she leave for someone else, Can I be myself, will she leave for someone else, I don’t know how to express the fact that I like you, I stare into your eyes my girl and yours just go right through me, maybe we’re not meant to be but I just can’t help it, I’ll keep on dropping the hints and hope she’s not selfish To scared to be myself so I’m putting on a show, act a little different but I think she outta know, that I usually just let it out I don’t know why I’m doing this, that’s ludicrous, I’m scared of losing her in pursuit of bliss, masked my true identity I’m dressed in a disguise, stress is my life do I confess to all the lies, is she feeling what I am? Or am I going overboard, love drunk everyday I’m begging to be sober lord, I wanna see it clearly very sick of being weary, maybe I should ask her get some truth behind my theory, a little moment changes it my questions all get answered, I see her in a different light I’m taking second glances, everything is positive, I’m starting to feel confident, I’m looking at the real her this stage is past the cognitive Can I be myself, will she leave for someone else, Can I be myself, will she leave for someone else I don’t know how to express the fact that I like you, I stare into your eyes my girl and yours just go right through me, maybe we’re not meant to be but I just can’t help it, I’ll keep on dropping the hints and hope she’s not selfish Yea we’re getting close, touching nose to nose, holding in the pose like we both just saw a ghost, then we close both our eyes it’s dark but love is blind, kiss her on the lips then we kiss another time, her chest is pumping rapidly, we pause and nothings happening, and happily she says she loves me, then I said the same and trust me, nothing could ever take away from that, I say I state the facts, yea I’m not awake I napped

Yea my name is Dilz, get it popping like some pills, rapping ain’t no hobby cus I have the time to kill, nearly every rhyme is real, nearly every line you feel, I’ll do this independent wait until I find a deal, I’m wanting to be signed I give my time to being recognized, it’s not within my mind cus in their eyes I’ll make a better life, rewind a couple years to where I started all this rapping shit, lay in bed at night with no sleeping on the mattress, the facts I spit are truthful man I didn’t think I’ll come this far, I will not stop until I’m brighter than the sun and stars, I gotta be ambitious I’m coming from te awahou, I never thought I had a chance of making but now I know. I was down and out, struggling, wondered how I'm gonna make it through. I got a dream, I'm holding on, can't let go cus I gotta make it come true. Chur I’ve got this dream to make big as a rapper, grown up on a slang so I’m bad with the grammar, the two don’t really mix so I’m tryna make it work, sometimes I get this feeling that I’m tryna break the earth, as I’m putting pen to pad or my fingers to the keys, I can find it as a struggle the thing is I’m a please, nearly everyone that hears me, here’s me hoping that they’re liking dilz, making music all the time I’m working on my writing skills, and every time I’m faced with doubt, I get my feelings space them out, relieving all my tension everyday is like embrace for shouts, I have supporters ‘round the world they’re wanting me to make it big, the older homies out there saying damn your gonna make it kid. I was down and out, struggling, wondered how I'm gonna make it through. I got a dream, I'm holding on, can't let go cus I gotta make it come true. Rapping on the daily going crazy but my flow will sprout, I ain’t got no worries nearly all of them I throw them out, coming from this town gonna show what the sodas bout, one day I’ll be champ with a grin as I show the belt, I’m just another kid with a dream that is struggling, I’ma do better on the scene than these other teens, I’ve set myself a target I’m making sure my sight is fixed, keeping close supporters I’m thinking that they might assist, a quitter never makes it I’m knowing that applies to this, I’m never giving up that’s something that I write a bit, coming from the heart when I’m giving all my thank you’s, haters motivate so I guess you get my thanks too. I was down and out, struggling, wondered how I'm gonna make it through. I got a dream, I'm holding on, can't let go cus I gotta make it come true.

Baby I know your missing me, and I’ve been missing you, but please you need to see I’ll do my best to think this through, we’re walking different shoes, think we’re sharing different views, was on the same boat now we’re on a different cruise, now I’m drinking liquor too, damn I’m sick of feeling blue, should be tryna sort this out but instead I’m nippin’ booze, we’ve shared so many years, we’ve shed so many tears, all this fighting over nothing now it’s led to many fears, yea I said we needed space, for my head to find a place, to realize what it has before it all just goes to waste, forever was our phrase, but just incase you missed it you were making these decisions that were never in our vision, I was begging you to listen but you wouldn’t hear me out, sometimes I clearly doubt cus the change I’m weary bout, I wanna stay the same, never gaining from this pain, always thinking of your name, feel I’m walking through the rain, waiting for the sun, the contemplating has begun, as emotions over run it’s like I’ve got a bleeding heart, thought it’s best we be apart, but instead I see the dark, punching shit to ease the pain, hope it’s me you seize to blame, we were picture perfect can we try and freeze the frame, 3 years nearly up and purely all of them with memories, was thinking this would never leave, but if that is the case I need you to remember me. Just remember me. Yea I’m trying baby it’s oh so hard, I don’t know if we’ll be alright, I’m stuck between closure or just to hold you don’t know how to deal with what I feel inside, but no matter what I’m feeling you always will have my heart, and I know that will never change, whether for the best or whether for the worst, something always seems to hurts now I’m sick of pain. I remember back one time I told you that I love you, was different from the rest and yes I guess I found it tough too, but I said I’m in and then you looked me in the eyes, smiled cheek to cheek and then you said your gonna cry, tears of joy of course and then you said the same right back to me, happily, now it’s slowly turning to a tragedy, I’m sitting here with tears and they’re nothing like they were that day, probably every word I say from now on has a consequence, whether it’s to you or to any on my contact list, yes I understand this our connection is now fraying quick, don’t you think it’s out the blue cus I have been saying it, delaying the unthinkable, don’t know what to think at all, wait it’s us until the end, through this all your still my friend, we just took a fall and now it’s time to climb the hill again, I’m hoping that I’m right with this please don’t prove me otherwise, potentially could face regret even from another life, quickly just another thing, I’m sick of all the struggling, can’t stand to have a little fight I’ve strictly had enough I mean, we’re skating on thin ice so I’m hoping it is holy water, if it still can break then breaking up damn I know we oughta, hold up shit I’m so confused I’m back to thinking fuck it all, wonderful, at the start I’s always thinking love is cool, lately every day we have is equaled with the good and bad, this isn’t how it’s meant to be, I question are you meant for me? No matter where we go from here I’ll always be in love with you, I don’t what to do it’ll break my heart you with another dude, my thoughts are jumbled up I’m still without conclusion, weighing up the pros and cons still with no solution, wow this is harder than I thought’ll it be, I don’t who I am this is all distorting me, I love you and I’m sorry for how all of this is panning out, I have my two decisions and we’ll see which one is standing out. Yea I’m trying baby it’s oh so hard, I don’t know if we’ll be alright, I’m stuck between closure or just to hold you don’t know how to deal with what I feel inside, but no matter what I’m feeling you always will have my heart, and I know that will never change, whether for the best or whether for the worst, something always seems to hurts now I’m sick of pain.

Living it up, I’ve got the stuff now just kick that clutch, full throttle like a sea of smashed bottles, take my words like a spoken bible, don’t back down I stand ground, written across my chest I be the best with no rest, sleep eat, no time for meet greet, dirty on the track ain’t no neat freak, parties getting sloppy, and now your getting cocky, don’t stand with me my brand you’ll see cus you’ll never top me, black eye of broken nose that’s just how the flow goes, like life in slow mo, destructive human being, my constructive words you seeing, the lyrics that I’m bringing have your fucking ears ringing and reluctant bitches singing Gonna live it up, never give a fuck, like that letter box that we found and we lit up, chea, we’re just having fun ‘til the night is done, you know we be flying on this cloud ‘til we see the sun, light x2 10 litres of gasoline for the crowd to see, sitting on my throne and im proud to be,gonna bring the proof and burn it to the ground, when I get going you don’t wanna be around, I don’t turn heads, I snap necks,I burn kegs, then rap best, dropped out of school no last test, audacity backwards relates to , shit absoulutly rancid that’s what fate can do, about time now my bakings due, im no baker ima butcher, im your maker, ya look ta, amaze this group,my praise is due,”can I get favour luke,” okay my dude, , “can you raise the roof”, im living proof, not giving two, fucks. Gonna live it up, never give a fuck, like that letter box that we found and we lit up, chea, we’re just having fun ‘til the night is done, you know we be flying on this cloud ‘til we see the sun, light x2 I’d call myself the sickest I can’t the labels taken, you think the tables turnin’ but infact the tables breakin’, was gonna give it up butt fuck anal rapin’, they hear me then they shit themselves go check the stains they’re makin’, a leader so they copy me, I’m rockin’ out to focky beach, knock me out or off my feet but what you see is not defeat, I stare it in the eyes when I’m going face to face, I’m erasing every trace cus this ain’t a place for waste, just know I’m the shit like I’m covered in fieces, out of this world I’m another new species, rappers all admire this they tug when they meet me, life is a bitch but love isn’t easy. Gonna live it up, never give a fuck, like that letter box that we found and we lit up, chea, we’re just having fun ‘til the night is done, you know we be flying on this cloud ‘til we see the sun, light x2

Living life with no regrets, thinking is it over yet, going down whatever river you might think will flow the best, dealing with the sober stress, you hate it so you go to sesh, your family believed in you and every time you’d blow the test, you know the mess your into, and your dreading “where you been dude”, your mates all went to score and we’re knowing that you went too, there’s no point denying it, your stash I plan on finding it, it’s ruining your life so of course I plan on lighting it, or throwing it away just to help you get your life on track, lets decipher facts, because Its not like it’s advice you lack, and twice I’ve had to see you in state that’s just unbearable, on edge with all these drugs shit I bet that you are near a fall, your staring at the wall like your gazing into space, it’s amazing how this phase slowly wastes away your days, your ruining your life it’s so hard to sit and watch you, what your going through is something you can put a stop too. Now you always look like you don’t know me, and I’m mad at the world cause the drugs took away my homie (Give me back my homie, please come home), I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to (Where’d you go?) I never would've thought my best friend would be gone in the future, But I was wrong. Yea I’ve tried to stop you but your definitely not having it, the damages you’ve caused can’t be fixed by using bandages, your making all these statuses of how you smoke the cannabis, a savage kid you’ve turn too and your reputations crap as shit, I never did imagine it would turn out how it is, I’m feeling so damn powerless and don’t know where to go from here, I thought that you would grow to care, the drugs are changing who you are it’s hard to recognise you but I’m hoping still my bro is there, I know and swear that some can change, your using drugs to numb the pain, it’s safe to say I’ve done the same, without the snorting crumbs to brain, there’s better ways to go about it, never think your bro allowed it, still I’ve done my best in attempt to try and show this outage, now I sit and guess that the rest is your decision, I’ve done nothing less than my best to help your vision, your ruining your life it’s so hard to sit and watch you, what your going through is something you can put a stop too. Now you always look like you don’t know me, and I’m mad at the world cause the drugs took away my homie (Give me back my homie, please come home), I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to (Where’d you go?) I never would've thought my best friend would be gone in the future, But I was wrong. We’ve been mates for years, now I nearly break to tears, damn it’s like you hate your peers, as you try escape your fears, it’s always straight to beers, then you never wait to steer, I’ve been tryna make it clear cus I think your fate is near, I’ve told you that I’m here but I’m really losing hope, every time your choosing dope it’s almost like your using rope, and could your routine cope if you try and give it up, your hurting those around you could you try and give a fuck, cope in different ways, to enjoy your livin’ days, we need to break your driven phase, cus your mind it isn’t made, the path your bout to take ain’t the only one available, you think your living right but it’s safe to say debatable, your hanging with these crowds and thinking maybe you’ll just play it cool, I hope you get the message cus I’m almost bout to say it all, your ruining your life it’s so hard to sit and watch you, what your going through is something you can put a stop too. Now you always look like you don’t know me, and I’m mad at the world cause the drugs took away my homie (Give me back my homie, please come home), I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to (Where’d you go?) I never would've thought my best friend would be gone in the future, But I was wrong.

I’m not rapping for the money, the cars or the chicks, I just wanna get a vaccine cus my bars always sick, jealous of my fashion cus my hearts on the tip, of my sleeve wait I’m a start in a bit, okay, coming from New Zealand like the chick that you pray for, it’s time to show these fockers who’s the man gay lorde, dad worked with pigs so naturally I go ham, you’ll never catch me angry cus I’m actually a no mad, chuck some tui on my nips I’m bout to pound my bear chest, I’m hard on the track like a gay at a queer fest, my lyrics are offending you? Good I couldn’t care less, you ask me what I’m repping just a second it’s clear west, chea, catch it like you found a slut, let me break it down for ya like hydrochloric in the stomach when you go and bite the fork and swallow all the food up on it, spew and vomit’s what it’s called when it’s recycled, renovation is the title, yes it’s vital that I go and make the final word and that I’m heard fuck I am the bible, jesus, god, moses virgin mary joseph notice that I’m on a greater level, fallen angels, demons, know the reasons as to why I slayed the devil, pray for several hours and of course I’ll come and answer it, yea your acting cocky but I think it’s cus you glance at dick, I keep them on alert so they straighten up their stance a bit, leave a rapper lost for words and ask them this “can’t you spit”, New Zealand represent, what you recommend, yet again, putting pen to paper til I wreck a pen, punch lines swinging break the nose of a ginger guy, I don’t give a fuck so I’ve got the middle finger high, like it’s on drugs put ‘em up if your with me, name of our tape but luck’s what you’ll wish me, I’m a renegade taking centre stage, renovation is the tape so I’m gonna renovate, I’m a renegade taking centre stage, renovation is the tape so I’m gonna renovate.

Laying in my bed, thinking bout us, all the trust that we built is about to go bust but, we were hardly up well I was always down, somewhere near a year I’ve been tryna hide the frown now, your no longer here well we’re longer we, submerged in this pain waiting for a stronger me, now I’m sitting here with tears running down both my cheeks, when I’m out of tears how my supposed to weep? Love is a battlefield and still I chose defeat and, yea I broke your heart you’ve broken mine too, searching for this love stuff and I hoped I’ll find you, I’ve kept and open mind to getting back together, I thought it wasn’t true but nothing lasts forever, it will never be the same even if we want it too, but your all I know so I don’t know what I’m gonna do, I honored you through thick and thin, now I’m feeling sick within, we need a room to sit us in, so we’re civil, citizens, after all we’ve been through I think it’s time to give it in. Heart is sinking, tears are dripping, reminiscing on our days, tryna understand how this happened but I think it’s fate, what’s going on I can’t believe it’s happening, I made a big mistake but I won’t be doing that again x2 all because a girl my heart was going space bound, feelings out this world but shit I’m full of hate now I was living in a dream state, it’s time to wipe a clean slate, what I’ve come to learn is love represents hate, and hate just recants love, maybe it’s a teens fate? Coming at it young there’s so much I haven’t seen wait, maybe that’s the problem, why I’m feeling rotten, all I know is what we have could never be forgotten your, everything I had now it’s like I’ve got nothing, now I’m tryna move forwards but I’m definitely not running, I’ve got a steady pace at times I’m barely moving, the path I’m clearly choosing my eyes are teary nuisances, you did this you useless bitch, fuck. Heart is sinking, tears are dripping, reminiscing on our days, tryna understand how this happened but I think it’s fate, what’s going on I can’t believe it’s happening, I made a big mistake but I won’t be doing that again x2 all because a girl my heart was going space bound, feelings out this world but shit I’m full of hate now I definitely so regret, the side of me you know the best, the one I try refrain to be and hesitant to show the rest, and I’ll never hold my breath rely on love to pass me by, I found my mate the soul is kept without some air my heart would die, your easily a piece of me I would not reverse the time, I could never sum this up so I try rehearse a rhyme, I talk to you in person and I struggle just to see this out, I’m telling you to leave my house, your telling me to be myself, and then I beat myself mentally and physically, I’m punching shit and breaking down my heart is breaking literally, this was my decision so I don’t expect no sympathy It is safe to say that I love you, in the back of my mind I’m thinking fuck you, cus you changed shit up, for the worse now things will never be the same, these thoughts are running through my brain, they’re starting to drive me insane, damn. Heart is sinking, tears are dripping, reminiscing on our days, tryna understand how this happened but I think it’s fate, what’s going on I can’t believe it’s happening, I made a big mistake but I won’t be doing that again x2 all because a girl my heart was going space bound, feelings out this world but shit I’m full of hate now.

There once was a troubled guy, yea his name was Billy and he tried to be another guy, he hated who he was so he always screamed, “fuck my life” he was not small he was known as the upper size, nick name thunder thighs, when he was a child he was bullied miserably, verbally assaulted and attacked physically, he’d pray religiously, I’m not figuratively speaking he would do it on the daily and it drove his parents crazy in his mind he’s thinking maybe it will help stop the torturing and laughing and the dissing he couldn’t stand to listen, in addition to the bullying he suffered from depression, everything’s his fault and he has to learn the lesson, he wanted to be done end his life and go to heaven, his mind was now a weapon and it’s only gonna take a second ‘fore he gets to breaking point, though it won’t be long until he gets there, the line for the edge is something he’s about to step near. The anger has been building up while they try and put him down, he’s knowing the he shouldn’t frown but he can’t help it, he’s helpless, and he doesn’t have an outlet, wearing battle scars all around like an outfit, tries to stay inside he’s bullied every outage, in a dark room imagination is his company, main thought being “I want the world to be under me, I’ll be the bully and everyone will run from me”, October 21st was a day that left him terrified, the bullies at his school discovered Billy’s massive fear of heights, the bell rang for lunch he was taking by a pair of guys, they dragged him to the balcony, there they held him over it, started letting go a bit he screamed for his life, when they pulled him up is when he pulled out his knife starting swinging at the guys now he’s overwhelmed with power, no one could imagine what will happen for the hour. He’s dancing with the devil, you can't see from his level, but here's how it was he was glancing at the several, kids who witnessed this, drowning in his bitterness, he made the decision not to give a kid a miss, then he went to slit the wrist, of his teacher mister Gibbs, Billy’s on a rampage, it was man made, he has had enough now it's time to turn the damn page, to a chapter of his life that he'll capture with a knife he’s attaching to the sight, this is fraction of the size, of what is still to come, motto kill and run, to the next one, the sum of the death toll is rising as the school is his victim, they all would’ve picked him, to pick on, was gonna lose his shit now it’s safe to say the shits gone, where did it go well it hit the fan, anger through his veins hell has picked the man, he viciously attacks, wishes the exact, misery he had, on the victims of his wrath, he was called fat special needs, with a trail of blood behind him he fulfils the devils deeds When Billy was eleven he dreamed to be a wrestler, nother couple years getting hate within his messenger, he’s dreams and aspirations began to fade away, no longer had a future couldn’t see a later day, as he read through the hate and what they had to say, he self inflicted pain cutting with a razor blade, eventually the blade was turned to his class mates, when I hear a story like billies my heart breaks, it could’ve been prevented all the messages they wrote man they didn’t have to send them, of course he’ll be offended, but this happens ‘round the world, picking on boys and girls, without a thought about results and how it’ll make them feel, so the next time you find yourself writing up a message, talking bout their looks and you have to address it, think about Billy and how it affected him, he ended up a killer cus of what they all were texting him.

It’s now been a year and it's hitting me hard, im admitting these scars yea im missing you cuz cus, you are now gone, gone far away, we would always hang now there's no time of day that we can, September marks the month that you had to make a change, i'm happy for you but i really hate the pain it came with, since you up and left I've progressed with the same shit, just the norm routine you should always know the basics, me and shellz making plans soon we gon be moving out, and it’ll be you who’s intruding house, when you come to visit, when’s the next your coming up? Michelle keeps me busy without her I would run a muck, and gran and granddad send their love it’s not the same without you here, I think of all our times sometimes I feel I’m bout to tear, I can’t watch a movie I feel like you are missing out, here’s how I’m feeling cuz, ready just listen now. Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone. Please come back home. It hasn’t been that long since I’ve wrote but I miss you cuz, everything has changed not the same and I wish for hugs, fuck it how are you how’s the new job going? Wanna see you all time it sucks not knowing, when that will be I see and understand why, don’t know what to do had it made now the plans died, wanna come and see you I’ll make the ticket one way, but instead I wait cus I know you’ll visit some day, by the way I graduated yea I want my car now, it doesn’t matter what you say you said okay in our town, my heart pounds still you moved nothing wrong with that, at this very moment I’ll do anything I want you back. Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone. Please come back home. Hey cuz it’s me again a couple months have past me by, a lot of shit has happened my tears are causing glassy eyes, me and shellz haven broken up it’s broken me and tore my heart, I need you now I’m caught in dark it’s sorta hard cus your apart, I could really use a hug but instead you can text an o, that will have to do until it’s next your home, I think it’s best you know, I’m feeling less than low, I’ll let the message flow, I feel you left your bro, the point I’m tryna sharpen is where’d you go. Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, seems like it's been forever, that you've been gone. Please come back home. Please come back. Please come back home.

First off fuck any rapper that is hating dilz, , (chea) I got my goals straight not making mils, (nah) but there’s one certain fucker that has pissed me off, (who) old man killz if you missed the goss, (damn) you think your coming up but replace the word with giving, (huh) where's all your talent man you must submerge the missing, (what) pieces to the puzzle jesus it's a hustle tryna make your name known, but your rapping same tone, so what you gonna do thats right pay dough, anywhere you can but your fans are fake though, buying big collabs wait that’s all talk, been waiting round here guess what nil dropped, (haha) a washed up has been that never was, that describes you to a t now I’m bout to drive it off, tryna come into the game but your bringing nothing with ya, but some money you can waste tryna make your name bigger, (ca ching) treat me like a student like you have the right to teach me, (nah man) that’s wishful thinking now I’m hoping that you keep three, you’ll need ‘em, cus I’m coming like semen, my only goal is to defeat him, be prepared to see the demon unleash a beast bringing war back flip it what you get, put you in a pile rappers and we’ll play spot the wreck, talk about your fans and you only have a hundred likes, having songs with 20k I’m thinking that is undersize, (hmm) wait I clicked, you buy your fucking views, 20000 of the fuckers here’s something new, no comments whatsoever what you playing at son, (I wonder) I see where your coming from the game is a cunt, (cunt) but you lie to my face saying it’s because your following, it's how you get the dollar in your pride your never swallowing, the truth is exposed now your gonna make a status, saying the games all changed and your hating all these rappers, (fag) you do it every day like you have the fucking right too, (you don’t) bots for our fans if we're tryna be just like you, (woah) you’re an old man searching for some Relevance, that puts me in a room and I’m herding with the elephants, I’m celebant cus I never give a fuck, (never) rage is all within me so I’m bout to him ‘em up, leave a bruise with the punch line then rub it in, arnika for your skin but for me another win, you bring nothing to the table (nah) no picnic basket, had a feature for my song and I had to pick the bastard, man I could’ve gave to Eedee cus I know he would’ve killed it, I reckon from the second that I heard your verse at first it hurt my ears now wait… it’s still shit, shooting off my mouth and I’m gonna kill a barracuda, notice I said gonna never wanna because I’m a doer, not behind computers dropping bombs like I shot bazookas, (boom), if you didn’t notice cus your hopeless, I was pulling back the rubber for the slingy better focus cus I let it go, and no I didn’t miss with the diss in the shredder flow, I’s hitting both the birds cus I realized I’m the better stone (huh), hit ‘em never hesistating, leave ‘em so they’re levitating, usually I’m never hating, but this shit is devastating, grab the meaning from your name I’m waiting just to kill you with it, (die) wait wait you dont wanna go there dilz admit it. You respected him you were sharing round his music. Checking every track they were blaring loud a nuisance you were, yea but it’s all one sided, (yup) fuck the old man cus he gone done lieded, (yup) he will never stop unless he caught bronchitis, alright then I’ve addressed unimpressed and confessed off my chest to the rest and I guess that the wreck is a mess here’s the message, I know I topped yours but wish me your best bitch.

You can be the girl that I spend life with, not cus your hot or cus your nice tits, I just wanna make you mine so I’m gonna try this, I want nothing more than you to kiss on my lips, so here goes nothing, I’m tryna think of something I can say that’ll prove I’m not in it for the loving, I want you by my side girl want you to be my world, even when you’re here I think about you all the time still, you got me falling crazy in love be my baby, I can be your man you can be my lady, if ands and maybes are for another day, I’m falling in love I can’t fall another way, but I’m tripping if I think I gotta chance you’re a beauty, I’m a beast so It’ll be like we’re living out the movie, that never fucking happens, so yea I’m stuck here rapping bout how I want you badly tryna work this lovin’ pattern. I’m knowing we can do this, live a life of true bliss, me and you the perfect two, without you I just can’t get through, I’m knowing you are hurting too, hope it’s me your heart will choose. x2. I can be the one for you to cry too, wish you liked me cus I really like you, never have to worry bout what I might do, we can be the perfect two I could be the right dude, I’m feeling like I’m dreaming, you’ve even got me singing, I don’t know what’s going on I can’t figure out the meaning, all I know and it’s for certain, you are looking perfect, I’ve got my eyes closed I’m wishing for our first kiss, yea, I’m here my lips out pouted, we could have a go at this how bout it? We can search for better days, put the past in the past and there we’ll let is stay, from you I’ll never stray, I’ll be your kanye and you can be my kim, no chris brown I will never be like him, I will never lay a hand I will only touch your soul, can’t get with you and it’s taking such a toll. I’m knowing we can do this, live a life of true bliss, me and you the perfect two, without you I just can’t get through, I’m knowing you are hurting too, hope it’s me your heart will choose. x2. If I had the chance I’d be your everything, kneel down on my knees and give a wedding ring, I just want you to be mine and I want me to be yours, got the key to my heart so come in through these doors, I can be the guy who will never let you go, hold you tight in my arms and kiss you head to toe, and you can be the girl that I will love forever, off the dove of love we can be another feather, just the sound of your name puts a smile on my face, safe to say you stole my heart where’s a trial for the case, and I hope we share the charges, put my loving where your heart is, took a picture of your face said to cupid “here’s the target”, cus I’m needing you to feel what I am this is painful, when our lips touch is when I’ve kissed an angel, at the end of my pad so here’s the bottom line, me and you make an us that’s all I’ve got in mind. I’m knowing we can do this, live a life of true bliss, me and you the perfect two, without you I just can’t get through, I’m knowing you are hurting too, hope it’s me your heart will choose. x2.

I’m lost in this world I don’t know how to find myself, god if you exist then I really think it’s time to help, I need an out from confusion that I’m going through, don’t what I’m gonna do, people ask what’s wrong with you, I’m gonna break it down, I’ll try and get it off my chest the test is in me breaking down, no more time for playing round it’s time for me to say it now, I’m kneeling down and praying loud, I feel like I’ll decay in ground, searching but it’s grey I’ve found, life, I’m tryna find a meaning for it, but I’m getting pulled and the struggles got me leaning forwards, making some mistakes that I know I will regret, friends have kept me stable so I show ‘em all respect, I’m fighting with myself to try and keep my morals right, life is a story I’m showing what a novels like, always said I wouldn’t but I’m purposely hurting people, this is how I know that I’m perfectly serving evil. When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice just know that, I'm looking down on you smiling, and I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel my pain just smile back. x2 Now that I am free I’ve never felt so trapped before, was living in a cage now it’s like I’m going back and forth, I see no point in anything, I’m tryna sort it out but this I ask myself, well, why am I even rapping for? everything I’m writing is starting to just sound the same, and now my brain is talking bout the pain I’ve gone and found again, I put myself in this position, as I start to miss persistence, trying hard to fix the distant, sorry to the list of listeners, putting up with this, support means a lot to me, I’m gambling with fate and it’s nothing like the lottery, what is still to come from this and none can miss my mood is down, yea I know the saying and I’m hurt cus the truth is found, lose the frown, is what I’m saying as I walk the streets, I dig myself a hole with these lyrics and the talk is deep, so here I lie a rapper buried in my own mistakes, fresh out the coffin tell me who would know the face. When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice just know that, I'm looking down on you smiling, and I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel my pain just smile back. x2 I’ma pick up right where I left off, would I be recognized? Guess not, inhaling all the good but there’s where the breath stops, wanting all the bad in my body just to get lost, fuck, I think it’s time to sum it up, lately I’ve encountered fate but I’m having none with luck, sleep doesn’t happen I’m up until 3 o clock, know what’s going on but when it comes to me I’m lost, used to have a routine now I’m living day by day, people piss me off I can snap if you say my name, may the pain just fade again, yea I know I crave the fame I’m trying hard to save the game, but it’s time to pave the way, down a path that ensures me a job, join the force hold the laws so of course be a cop, yea I’m joining the academy, rap just isn’t happening, I gotta plan ahead you can bet this all saddens me, I’m not tryna say I’ll never do another mixtape, I just need a hit like my fist did on nicks face, I’m tryna get with luck but instead I go and kiss fate, this hate is through my veins I’m feeling like a disgrace, lost in my mind like my brain has been misplaced, it’s time for an escape, I open up my eyes it’s time to leave the past behind, realizing bout the last and I’m making sure the laugh is mine, December 19th I’m finally feel free of burden, after all this searchin’ I’m finding me I’m certain, beat the urges and you can be a better person, no ones perfect, be assertive make a stand ‘fore you leave this surface. If you haven’t noticed in my mind I was in a dark place writing this tape, I needed to escape and ended up with all of these songs talking about how lost I was, but this is how I vent, it’s been months now I’m finally feeling like me again, thank you to every one of my supporters and everyone who was involved with this project. Special thanks to Justin from def loud entertainment, you don’t know how much I appreciate your help on this man, it means the world to me.