Losing My Mind

from Scrapbook by Dilz

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Recorded in 2014.

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Lately when it comes to rap I’m emotionless, working on this album but it’s not where my focus is, I’m over it, see I’m really tryna balance it, fit it in my life but I’m not that talented, time is precious, let me skip to the message, it’s hard to find the time to rhyme despite my best efforts, so I’m gonna shelf it, I know I’m sounding selfish, but lets be real am I ever gonna sell shit? Who’s gonna purchase my merchandise, walk around with lyrics from a verse of mine, and name as a shirt design, nah I don’t see it happening, like martin luther king see I used to think I had a dream, wait I’m awake and it takes but a minute, to realize what I started is all about to finish, I just don’t have the time and I’m not that committed, all things considered now my message here’s delivered

This was never in the plan I understand but I can’t rap, knowing that I’m forcing it it’s not where my hearts at, damn, never thought it’d come to this, was storming through the door and the steps I took were thunderous, then fast as lightening felt the rain on my parade, every thought I had was cloudy as I think about the sun I miss, yea, am I talking to myself? Heal the wounds made it big and they say it really helped, but I’ve got a hundred other songs that took my time and effort, though my closest friends can’t even find the time to check it, I’m feeling like my hope is gone, got a girl I love and it’s her that I’ll focus on, working on a farm filled with pigs it’s ironic though, as working with the police is the route that I wanna go, but I promise that I’ll grab the pen and finish what I started if I get the urge to rap again

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from Scrapbook, released February 6, 2016
Mixed and Mastered by Justin Snodgrass
Beat produced by Tunna Beatz

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Dilz Foxton, New Zealand

Dilz is a 23 year old Hip Hop artist from New Zealand with a fresh voice and creative lyrics. With a mission to find the perfect balance between mainstream and underground, you will be captivated by the variety found within Dilz' music.

For bookings or enquires please email DilzMusic@hotmail.co.nz ... more

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