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Better Days to Come

by Dilz

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Everyday someone suffers pain that’s self inflicted, main reason due to bullying how vindictive, they get to their victims mainly through cyber space, telling them shit like you should get your life erased, mines filled with happiness yea I bet you’d like a taste, which leads to them thinking heaven’ll be a nicer place, they go and do some shit they’ll regret in their later days, like leaving scars across their wrists with razor blades, and every time they do it’s a test of death, and the remaining scars that are left express, their emotions at the time that are depressed at best, now im willing to be you can guess the rest, memories from the scars effect the rest of their life, but it got rid of their stress I guess, they begin to drown in a sea of depression, I know what its like just use me as a lesson, I used to punch shit till I was free of aggression, im just another branch on the tree of confessions, but I too have resorted to self harm, just listen to this track to keep yourself calm. To the bullies in this world i say fuck you, im with the victims yea I’ve had enough too, and to the victims in this world keep your head up, think positive even when you’re fed up. x2 Life’s hard enough without them making it worse, its hard being happy and faking it hurts, rage bottles up until they’re waiting to burst, so lets stop bullying and start breaking the curse, life is a treasure but there’s always the pirates, who come along and steal it saying “I wish you will die bitch”, crime investigation is repeatedly showing it, they’re ruining lives while deceitfully knowing it, whoever can be picked on becomes a prime target, it still will occur even if we try’n halve it, we need to put a stop to bullying completely, and let the bullies know I say fuck you from me please, how this still occurs is one of life’s mysteries, I feel for the victims if you need advice listen please, never look down just pretend your up high, and keep your head up til theres nothing but sky. To the bullies in this world i say fuck you, im with the victims yea I’ve had enough too, and to the victims in this world keep your head up, think positive even when you’re fed up. x2 life is a gamble they're all raising the stakes, constantly bringing others down and praising mistakes, which leads to depression it's amazing how hate, changes ones life I’m just phrasing it straight, they must all suffer from a loss of sense, as they know what they're doing has a consequence, whether it's physical or just simply being racist, its happening 'round the world on a daily basis, so everyone out there i say we face this, i feel like the police please save me cases. Hates spreading like an uncontrollable disease, i feel there is a cure inside i hold it all jeez, so i’ma keep speaking out till the day that im heard, i'll stand by the victims i give you my word, and in the mean time listen to my words as your healing sound, and listen to this track whenever your feeling down. To the bullies in this world i say fuck you, im with the victims yea I’ve had enough too, and to the victims in this world keep your head up, think positive even when you’re fed up. x2 This track was made to help those in similar situations, or facing familiar pixilation’s, as ones life getting ruined from bullying is becoming a common picture, just listen to this track and let my words be with ya, I’ve never personally been on the receiving end, but im ready to make a stand against those deceiving them, I’ll fight this fight for as long as im breathing and just remember im here if you need a friend
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Since I lost you my worlds turned upside down, its 3am and you’re the reason im up right now, the bed we shared together is always cold and empty, memories control my thoughts and shit i hold in plenty, maybe we were shot by one of cupids evil brothers, because once upon a time we were suited equal lovers, now my other half’s missing and im wishing you’ll come home, I miss the days you’d talk and I’d be listening on the phone, I was blessed it was like you did my christening on your own, now im living every day beaten and emotional, when it comes to tears shit ive cried an ocean full, I just cant seem to get over my love for you. How much pain can you put me through, baby cause all that I know is me and you, I continue to cry, cause you are my life, obviously im not over you, I just cant take it, obviously im not over you, my world has ended, how am I supposed to get through, are you hurting too? I didn’t do this strategically, I was warned of this repeatedly, I played our love and it defeated me, now my heart doesn’t need a beat, your constantly traveling on my train of thoughts, there’s no x’s left with us its the same with naughts, im feeling sorry for myself like im apologizing, im ashamed of myself I’ve got my collar rising, my heart is yours but you can only have it when I breathe, Im beginning to think I have a photographic memory, as im picturing your face more than occasionally, im waiting for you to come back im just sitting here patiently, I miss the sound of your voice it was music to my ears, if I had an ounce of happiness left I’d use it for my tears How much pain can you put me through, baby cause all that I know is me and you, I continue to cry, cause you are my life, obviously im not over you, I just cant take it, obviously im not over you, my world has ended, how am I supposed to get through, are you hurting too? I always thought the day we break up would be the day hell freezes over, well I think my heart was hell cus now that we’ve broken up its frozen, I’ve exhaled all my happiness when I breathe im letting woes in, love is a battlefield and shit we caused an explosion, I used to push my check towards you and you’d plant a kiss there, now the lips you kissed me with have been replaced by this tear, you said with me you feel suffocated I wish you didn’t miss air, now im always emotional and cant shake this feeling of despair, add an “a” in the middle of that nobody will miss me, disappearing act like a magician being risky, my thoughts have turned cloudy my visions turned misty, my lips long for the day you once again kiss me Are you hurting too? After what you put me through, don’t know what to do, cus im not over you.
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Yes im from foxton am I destined to fail, like a yacht in the ocean that needs the best wind to sail, im feeling trapped in this life like arrest with no bail, feeling useless and worthless with every breath i inhale, its like my heart is now developing a cleft its so frail, theres a storm in my head im always left in the hail, but I will never rest in this hell, no more second guessing myself, im sick of stressing with doubt, and obsessing it out, I had to start assessing my route, im not digressing about, how depressing it felt, but im confessing it now, im addressing my vow, having no ones blessing was foul, ive been repressing the sound, of those expressing their found, hate theres no resting my frown, my feelings I was dressing no gown, but no more messing around, its time to start testing my ground, im gonna start besting my downs, the I hope ive requested I found, with a bit of support I know I can start cresting this mound. I'm on the edge, flirtin' with ambition, feels like I've gone to bed, hurtin', reminiscin, the mirror shatters, broken dreams and bad luck, the reality is frozen and the insanity is stuck. This wasn't decided overnight, i told you my love was astronomy, yes, but the reason that im cold with fright, Is that everything 'round me is falling apart, and my parents have a hard time calling this art, all I ever fucking wanted just from them was support, And now their disappointment is sending me war, now I'm coming off it and the luxury fades, all the ugliness drains out my thunderous face, feels like I punctured my brain, cus the wondrous pain, that I'm feeling is just the sane meeting the lust of the fame, the same people that I trust are the people that I love, and all they can think is that their evil is enough? im seething but the fucking reason that i need rap, im a bad seed that can't see the honesty, i keep track, I cannot scream back or else my throat will be sad, how complacent is that? i see that my dream's can't I'm on the edge, flirtin' with ambition, feels like I've gone to bed, hurtin', reminiscin, the mirror shatters, broken dreams and bad luck, the reality is frozen and the insanity is stuck. 2 years I’ve been rapping behind a closed curtain, now im most certain its time to open it and show my exposed version, the side of me that’s always dreamt of making it big, but those dreams can be broken like breaking a twig, that’s why I’ve kept them deep inside now im making me dig, im finally gonna chose I want my dreams to be reality, I want my voice heard I don’t care about a salary, I will give this my best until its heaven or hell I see, I’ll face my demons head on like a collision, I’ve learnt through my years that life is a mission, everyday im looking ahead cus in my sight is my visions, to some this may sound overrated but by a few I know im hated, and that’s how I know I’ll make it, all these haters keep me motivated I’ll never let them get to me, cus that will get in the way of the rapper that im yet to be, and I will never put that in jeopardy, so over this all my fears i’ma set them free, cus nothing can hold me back except for me, I'm on the edge, flirtin' with ambition, feels like I've gone to bed, hurtin', reminiscin, the mirror shatters, broken dreams and bad luck, the reality is frozen and the insanity is stuck.
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Runaway Love 03:52
Dear diary, i cant describe the pain that I feel, my nightmares and life are the same they’re both real, my voice is unheard im never talking aloud, incase I say the wrong thing when dad is walking about, I can no longer bear this pain and the taste of my tears, I know the life im living Is a waste of my years, I cant remember the last I felt bright like a summer day, I dream of when I run away, love.. Stephanie. Little Stephanie was growing up in an abusive household, her father always left her mother with bruises n’ out cold, she writes in her diary and her views are self told, “I see missing teeth when I use a mouth mould”, thats one line explaining her fathers beatings, her heart is broken in two half is crying and half is bleeding, she wasn’t living life like the others of her age, the tears on the surface is what covers up her rage, after hitting her his expression is emotionless, and it’s been the same every time that he’s closed his fist, when this happens she is unable to retaliate, one day she says to her mum “I have a belly ache”, her mum says “we would go to the shop to get some medicine, but dad bet our money on a horse so it better win”, she then writes on an envelope they got an eviction letter in, “I’ve become accustomed to pain, I am now a veteran”. Dear diary, i cant describe the pain that I feel, my nightmares and life are the same they’re both real, my voice is unheard im never talking aloud, incase I say the wrong thing when dad is walking about, I can no longer bear this pain and the taste of my tears, I know the life im living Is a waste of my years, I cant remember the last I felt bright like a summer day, I dream of when I run away, love.. Stephanie. One night in her head she has a conversation, thinking long and hard with some concentration, she knows what she wants to do the next confrontation, fighting back against her dad is her contemplation, that night she goes to sleep like any other, her only jersey for a pillow, without any covers, the next morning comes and her dad enters her room intoxicated, drink in hand wearing ripped boxers and his socks are faded, he says to her “I have this hatred towards you, you pray to be saved but the fake shit ignores you,” Stephanie then yells “you’re the reason why im so depressed, I’ve already cut myself and you don’t wanna know the rest,” he storms towards her with his fists in the air, little Stephanie just stands with her wrists up in fear, after the beating finished she cries alone on her bed, while suicide thoughts drown his tone from her head. Dear diary, i cant describe the pain that I feel, my nightmares and life are the same they’re both real, my voice is unheard im never talking aloud, incase I say the wrong thing when dad is walking about, I can no longer bear this pain and the taste of my tears, I know the life im living Is a waste of my years, I cant remember the last I felt bright like a summer day, I dream of when I run away, love.. Stephanie. Another day has passed she feels the pain from the night before, left eye’s swollen shut so of course her sight is poor, sadly she’s getting used to it because every fight is sore, she had started writing a letter and thought “I’ll write some more”, the first lines read “I hate my existence, I’ve prayed to god to save me as I need some assistance, in the prayer I said “I don’t care about the distance, just take me away i’ll show no resistance,” she ends the letter saying “My life is something to laugh at, twelve years of living I’ll be forgotten in half that, heaven or hell will be better than this life, that’s the reason why you’ll find me dead with my wrists sliced”, Stephanie died another victim of domestic violence, we cant just do nothing while we wait for the next of sirens, it needs be stopped we have to address the tyrants, cus speaking out is the only way we’ll ever rest the silence. Dear diary, i cant describe the pain that I feel, my nightmares and life are the same they’re both real, my voice is unheard im never talking aloud, incase I say the wrong thing when dad is walking about, I can no longer bear this pain and the taste of my tears, I know the life im living Is a waste of my years, I cant remember the last I felt bright like a summer day, I dream of when I run away, love.. Stephanie.
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The Letter 03:17
My life’s a nightmare a dream catcher cant help me, writing this is the only time that i've felt free, i haven’t left yet but already feel so forgotten, I thought once you hit the rock theres no more bottom, everyday I face these feelings of pain and sorrow, its hard going to sleep knowing it’ll be the same tomorrow, livings like a chore I have to force my heart to beat, I reflect on my life and I just start to weep, its sad to say I’ve discovered my comfort in a blade, I know its wrong but its like with one slit I am saved, my arms are covered with scars and plenty of bruises, they’re either self made or from dad being abusive, my life was ruined from the day he laid his hands on me, i was only four so what kind of man is he, I was always warned of what would happen if I told my friends, I didn’t like the consequence so I’d hold my end, i always think to call the police but i hesitate, cus once I did and my eye was shut for seven days, rumor has it he was meant to be my guardian, but every problem I’ve ever faced in life is regarding him, the only way it could get any worse is if my mother died, I constantly have this thought of living on the other side, I imagine living my life free of worries, and my father finally smothering me in sorries, but reality kicks in and im awoken from this dream, my scars remain and my heart’s still broken at the seams, physically and emotionally im scarred, I tell my self I wont cry but when he gets close to me I start, my last birthday I celebrated alone, im bullied at school and can tell im hated at home, so many thoughts but I‘ve been to scared to say a word, while writing this I’ll finally make sure they are heard, my only escape is my diary my only friend, I think my life is about to reach its lonely end, my families poor I will never live in luxury, dad once said he loved me but that doesn’t mean much to me, as I’ve heard him say to mum his only one is her, but then I see him hitting just to punish her, this is when I realized hate and love go together, because the scars he put on his loved one will show forever, dad I hope you feel my pain when your reading this, but to be honest I already know you’ll find it meaningless, for my death I hope your held accountable, mum all I pray is that you help announce it all, by the way im sorry that this is what it came too, I just need you to know that I’ll never blame you, over time I’ve grown tired of living life in fear, I know I’ll have an out as long as this knife is near, as I hold it many thoughts travel my mind, life’s a smooth road but theres only gravel in mine, so im gonna cut my road short cus it’s a dead end, mum said I’ll be alright but she should’ve said when, now im taking fate into my own hands, my flirting with death is soon to reach a romance, I have to end this I feel my time is up, I’ve been holding this knife now I think its time to cut, heaven or hell will be better than this life, that’s the reason why you’ll find me dead with my wrist sliced.
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This is a message cus no more can we see you, im saying it out loud and over a beat too, you’re on the other side now I wish I could just peep through, you had more life to live but you were taken by the deep blue, it used to be us every Sunday, you always said you’d take me to the tackle shop at some stage, well after you left I made a random stop there, came out of that shop and I had a job there, you were taken to early but good things never last, we cant move to the future cus you stayed in the past, I’ve got a girl now and I hope for you she passed, cus I know your looking down on us somewhere above the stars, there will never be a day you dont cross my mind, I hear nothing else matters and get lost in time, there was always that seagull we consider it a sign, Every time i think of you I almost shed a tear, I wish on that day there was a sign that said beware, now when your needed it hurts cus your never here, you had a hard life I just hope its better there, please never forget that we have nothing but love for you, I hope your looking down on me looking above for you, your no longer with us but your memory lives on, in our hearts and now in this song. Keep the ones you love close, forgive their mistakes, they can leave any second so forget all the hate, every time there’s a death a heart will break, so grab the ones you love and let them know why wait?, man I miss you uncle Shane, now my hearts filled with pain, it takes me back to tears falling every time it rains, now I could bust out all the sayings, but its simple and its plain, now that your gone things will never be the same, gone but not forgotten you will always be remembered, we're hoping that one day from the sky you’ll be descended, you cant get this message but still I will send it, I keep you in my heart like a picture in a pendent, its now five years you've been absent from my life, it felt like my heart got stabbed in with a knife, the result of a dumb decision i wish you thought twice. Every time i think of you I almost shed a tear, I wish on that day there was a sign that said beware, now when your needed it hurts cus your never here, you had a hard life I just hope its better there, please never forget that we have nothing but love for you, I hope your looking down on me looking above for you, your no longer with us but your memory lives on, in our hearts and now in this song. You taught me not to judge and always be kind, to look within hearts and also their minds, left with only memories I miss those good times, that was from jess i hope you hear those three lines, as im writing this im wondering if your even listening, I always think back to the days we went fishing, I wish you were here its so hard reminiscing, but that’s all we can do ever since you went missing, five years ago was the last that I seen you, I like to think your helping me with all that I’ve been through, all the times I misbehaved I swear I didn’t mean too, you coming back would make all of our dreams true, the night we heard the news we cried ourselves to sleep, you did some bad things but we know that hells to deep, your apart of our family you were meant to be ours to keep, but you left and the only solution now’s to weep. Every time i think of you I almost shed a tear, I wish on that day there was a sign that said beware, now when your needed it hurts cus your never here, you had a hard life I just hope its better there, never forget that we have nothing but love for you, I hope your looking down on me looking above for you, your no longer with us but your memory lives on, in our hearts and now in this song. Having you in my life was easily a blessing, im sorry if for you this seems to be depressing, i wish you were here its unfair that your not, your gone and I’ve cried every tear that I’ve got, from you I never heard “your being naughty, behave”, now its sad to say your lost in a watery grave, but no matter what we’ll never forget you, uncle we miss you.
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You try to be different but your constantly victimized, you know deep inside that its wrong to be this despised, still you cant help but believe your to blame, your hearts aching strongly when you breathe your in pain, you keep what your feeling hidden from your family, you don’t want them knowing that you dig in your anatomy, then you fall into another dark depression, your eyes turn teary before you start the session, as you hold the knife you say “this will fix it all, the new scars will never be discovered if the slits are small,” and then once again you puncture your skin, one can only think what you wonder within, you have something near to help wipe the blood away, in your life this is just like any other day, you hate life you cant wait for morality, as self harm is now your escape from reality. You cover up the pain, from those who’ve made you cry, it’s time to realize, that you are not alone, so put away the blade, only you can change your ways, its time to heal the wounds, there’s someone who loves you. Tears stream out like a current in a river, you try to self-reflect but theres nothing in the mirror, your life just seems to crumble and fall to pieces, your questioning the purpose of life and all its reasons, “why am I alive the world is better without me, I already know theres no one out there to help me”, then you remember how to take the pain away, as you think “I’ll use this razor blade on my vein today”, so you line the knife up amongst all the other scars, you push it down and pull it back and make another fast, a couple minutes pass the blood is draining from your wrist, and you still haven’t asked what your gaining from this risk, instead you live the moment cus you feel your in control, that blade of steel is how you get some healing in your soul, you ignore all the blood line the knife up once again, think to yourself “life sucks” then it ends. You cover up the pain, from those who’ve made you cry, it’s time to realize, that you are not alone, so put away the blade, only you can change your ways, its time to heal the wounds, there’s someone who loves you. You cover up the pain, from those who’ve made you cry, it’s time to realize, that you are not alone, so put away the blade, only you can change your ways, its time to heal the wounds, there’s someone who loves you. Death is a given but so is living life, I cant help directly so I give advice, when your feeling down find one to confide in, life can only brighten and the sun will just slide in, cuttings good for nothing it only makes matters worse, you feel you deserve it and that’s why your glad it hurts, in the moment you may think the pain is nice, the bigger picture is the scars remain for life, the day you realize this you’ll regret ever making them, the broken promises you’ll regret ever breaking them, so the next time you hold a sharp object, is when you’ve got the chance to really start progress, do what you know is right and walk away from it, from that moment onwards you can talk the day you quit, and use what you’ve been through to help raise awareness, I will carry on until without the days of smeared wrists. You cover up the pain, from those who’ve made you cry, it’s time to realize, that you are not alone, so put away the blade, only you can change your ways, its time to heal the wounds, there’s someone who loves you. x2
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The world we all live in is a dangerous place, bodies are found with a nameless face, and every one of them becomes another famous case, that never gets solved it’s a plain disgrace, that a family gets put through that agonizing pain, I watched this movie there was that surprising saying, an eye for and eye makes the whole world blind, in my mind that’s just saying we can never get vengeance, on those who deserve like a fucking death sentence, its almost safe to say they’ll show no repentance, lately I’ve been thinking we’re naturally disaster’s, it’s like we think violence is actually the answer, showing guns to kids right from a young age, making them available as toys during their fun stage, then they get older potentially one day, they show us all the true meaning behind the word gunplay. Question to the world, why let these things happen? People always dying leaving loved ones saddened, young lives rise in a life of misery, if this is called winning analyze the victory, question to the world, what’s it take to stop this, kids are growing up and think it’s safe to shop lift, It won’t be long before they take it to the next step, get themselves a gun and that’s another death set. I’m yet to get an answer from these questions that I’m asking, so I sit and hope that my lessons ever lasting, but guys can possibly turn to physical punishment, with all the damage on the victim that’s visible one isn’t, the heartache it causes sometimes goes unrecognized, I wouldn’t blame victims if they wanna live a second life, if proven innocent they trialed with loose laces, the TV is covered with child abuse cases, some look away while the news plays this, I really hope they’re brain refused but filed the bruised faces, what’s happening now is definitely catastrophe, lets ask the question is this really how it has to be? I’m sending the world a message as this needs to be addressed, if i ever have a kid there life needs to be the best, so im asking the ones listening please help me reach success, so the warning im putting out there has a chance to teach the rest. Question to the world, why let these things happen? People always dying leaving loved ones saddened, young lives rise in a life of misery, if this is called winning analyze the victory, question to the world, what’s it take to stop this, kids are growing up and think it’s safe to shop lift, It won’t be long before they take it to the next step, get themselves a gun and that’s another death set. x2
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Feelings 04:05
What im giving now is my prepared admission, when i started rapping I thought "here's a mission", its been two years and I get no recognition, I want to help others no one sees my mega vision, through these struggles in my eyes the tears will glisten, I write these songs and I want all ears to listen, I've almost given up I'm in a weird submission, motivation comes from my very few supporters, should I just give up this is what my thought is, I sent my lyrics out there they must of thought "ignore this", there’s feeling small and I just felt the shortest, now sorrow’s overwhelming me, anger can be found in me, step into my realm and see, I’m free when I'm sound asleep, at least in my dreams I truly have a fan base, when I wake up i think "back to this damn place", I’ve felt like this as far back as I can trace. Have you had that feeling and you feel your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best, Have you had that feeling and you feel your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? I experience that feeling and every time I feel the stress, because raps my only refuge without it I’m a mess. Dealing with these feelings it’s like I can’t express myself, when I started rapping man what a mess I felt, now I’m just waiting for the day that im blessed with help, if theres no progress in my dream then I guess im out, it’s hard to keep it up while feeling so emotional, most of the time I’m barely approachable, people try to talk I’m never feeling sociable, they ask “what’s up your ass” but really they don’t know shit all, I’m chasing a dream that’s nearly impossible, faith in what I do clearly I’ve lost it all, walking this path I’m weary of obstacles, I’m finished with these feelings steer me to hospital, I think these visions that I have made my sight bad, lately I’ve had this thought of raising white flags, but no matter what im feeling I’ll keep giving this my best, not giving all that I have while I’m living is my death. Have you had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best, Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel the stress, because raps my only refuge without it I’m a mess. When releasing my first track I hesitated, I thought "I hope they at least confess they hate it, maybe its best i waited", but i took that thought and to rest i laid it, and to my surprise the track was appreciated, i'd get asked if it was me and i'll say "yes i made it", until i had my first hater and my feelings were decimated, three words made me feel like i was back to square one, i was at the point where i could just let my tears run, my passion was stripped naked into its bare bum, i was waiting to be saved but never shot my flare gun, but then I thought of those that give me motivation, I realize now the rap game is no vacation, things take time I have to grow with patience, I wont stop rapping because my goal is blatant, I’ma keep going hard until my soul is taken, I’ll rap all my thoughts until this hole is vacant. Have you had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best, Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel the stress, because raps my only refuge without it I’m a mess. Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best x2.
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Time is money man I’m forever in debt, haters hating thinking they can sever my rep, but I’ll prove myself right and prove my haters wrong, I’ll keep going at it because my fate is strong, Im over drowning in emotions feeling trapped at sea, there was someone scared of chasing dreams in fact it was me, things take time with that I have to agree, I’ll stick to that theory like sap to a tree, all the way until the day that I’ve act-u-ally, nailed rap to a tee, my directions clear now I got the map on my knee, I have a goal that im aiming for like centre position, I promise I’ll accomplish there’s a sense of a mission, I’m starting off smoothly like expensive ignitions, I know someone making it depends on ambition, well I’m full of that, I got the trigger I’ma pull it back, I’m shooting for the stars look where my bullet’s at. I may not be shining, but I have ambition, Each step we take takes us closer to the end of this mission. On this stairway of life, we will keep shining, No matter what... We will keep on fighting I've been spitting and spitting and it feels so damn bad, All my wishes have witnessed the death to the last man That I can ever be and the world will never see, Me back at full strength cause this girl was tethering My hands behind my back, tied, I tried to laugh, But last night I cried to have my mask like Spiderman fall. Just think that I'm sick of this disguise, Im sick of all the voices just bitching all the time. I'm stuck in this web, shit, and I'm fucked in the head, Is death worse? My chest hurts, I try a couple of breaths. This bubble protects me, as I struggle to get free, I'm making this music as everyone is bumpin' to empty words! We heard you're just vibing for vibe's sake You'd park your car in awe driving in my lane, it's my way That I don't swerve, you think I have no verse? I might as well stop rapping not spitting these dope words I may not be shining, but I have ambition, Each step we take takes us closer to the end of this mission. On this stairway of life, we will keep shining, No matter what... We will keep on fighting Hard work and success are the perfect couple, I work hard everyday and it’ll be worth the trouble, it wont be long until I’m known in the underground, anyone thinking otherwise will be hunted down, this weight on my shoulders is feeling like a hundred pounds, when will I blow up is what I wonder now, I’m against drugs and only drink occasionally, im on the right track so nothing’s ever phasing me, I’m hoping one day I’ll be an astronomers star, I know I can now that I’ve gotten this far, I’ll do this shit with all my effort behind it, a trace of me failing you never will find it, my job is complete it’s up to fans to help me out, I know I’m gonna make it I’ve always felt this route, I’ll always supporters I know without a doubt, I’m shooting for the stars and I’m about to shout I may not be shining, but I have ambition, Each step we take takes us closer to the end of this mission. On this stairway of life, we will keep shining, No matter what... We will keep on fighting x2
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A pictures worth a thousand words so I draw a thousand pictures, I will never quit none of this towels in business, we’re the perfect couple I swear to god the blind can even see this, once I met a genie you were my one, two and three wish, when it comes to you I’ll be bending over backwards, I’m sorry when I stuff up someone show me tactics, I wouldn’t say I’m perfect a guy can only practice, when it’s time for sleep I’m with a lonely mattress, while in bed I think of how you mean world to me, for our first kiss I bet natures branches curled to see, you with no make up defines natural beauty, you’re the apple of my eye I close the other its all fruity, every time I play she loves me not im left with one petal, a perfect night is me and you watching the sun settle, you smile and its like your teeth are giving a gleam, how am I supposed to fall asleep if im living a dream. Baby you complete me, my pretty little sweety, I hope you know I love and you and you mean the world to me, baby I just love you, theres not a girl above you, I know this because you will always be the one for me. I think of how your mine I feel I won the lottery, my hearts beating faster than a drum so you gotta be, the one I know its you im destined to be with, the one I will love for life and rest in the p with, I guess the myth is true I fell in love at first sight, and still feel the same even after our worst fight, I was thirsty for our love but you put my thirst right, you make me feel colorful like I’ma burst bright, Im crazy in love but you help keep me sane, without you in my life I could never sleep again, if life’s journey was without you I’d get my seat arranged, living that life just wouldn’t be the same, around you cocoons they enter metamorphosis, I have a life sentence if they get a law for this, after this next line just call me a clever guy, nothing lives forever but I know my love will never die. baby you complete me, my pretty little sweety, I hope you know I love and you and you mean the world to me, baby I just love you, theres not a girl above you, I know this because you will always be the one for me x2.
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I’ve never touched drugs I see no point in them, but girls out there have the motto “we show groin to men” to feed their addiction til there’ll be no coin again, life isn’t complete without a kilo joining them, we sit and watch the cycle repeat, knowing damn well there life will deplete, then others go in the same direction, catching strange infections, by sharing the same injection, countless hours would be spent just to make it through the list, of the young lives over time wasted due to this, they don’t understand the dangers even sniffing glues a risk, whats worse is girls do it with a fetus in there uterus, there’s no denying that the path they’ve chosen is poor, but addiction can be broken show some support, all family and friends and those of the sort, because hope is always there so never say theres none, we have to help them realize that theres better days to come. Today may seem cloudy and tomorrow not much better, but you just gotta remember only you can clear the weather, so whenever your feeling down just keep your head up to the sun, cus at the end of the day theres always better days to come. x2 Teens getting pregnant cus sex with no protection, im sick of all these hoes that think its best to blow erections, its time to stop being such a mess and show discretion, im speaking out on this so that the rest can know the lesson, but this is shown constantly with sixteen and pregnant, we’re only young once theres no fixing this segment, theres no need to rush we have our whole life ahead of us, the pill doesn’t protect you fully just because he said it does, he may tell you “you’re the one” which gets your cheeks all red and flushed, but the hidden motives probably to get you into bed at last, not every guy is like this but a majority can be, if you don’t have protection make sorry your plan b, but all around the world teens follow this trend in bulk, don’t be another if you cant swallow the end result, if your ready im not saying never lay this young, but always remember that theres better days to come. Today may seem cloudy and tomorrow not much better, but you just gotta remember only you can clear the weather, so whenever your feeling down just keep your head up to the sun, cus at the end of the day theres always better days to come. x2 Emergency numbers flooded with incidents, due to drivers actions while they’re under the Influence, I cant understand the reason of why they need to do this, getting behind the wheel in a state to me’s a new risk, one that can result in being a number to the toll, of collisions that have ended with a bumper round a pole, one of the bro’s I went to school with was killed in an accident, the driver was drunk and speeding I’ll be thrilled if he gets the maximum, the news labeled this “a waste of young lives” because of him the innocent never seen the sun rise, there’s also the others that deal with the memory, If your drunk and behind the wheel your an enemy, from this ive learnt the biggest opponent is tyrants, so for bailey and louise a moment of silence, and to the drivers thinking “this is better blazed its fun”, your putting at risk others better days to come. Today may seem cloudy and tomorrow not much better, but you just gotta remember only you can clear the weather, so whenever your feeling down just keep your head up to the sun, cus at the end of the day theres always better days to come. x2

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This is a soft mixtape with a majority of the tracks aiming at getting a positive message across.
Feat. Shortii, Mat Demaz, Eedee & Michelle

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released June 10, 2013

Eedee - Executive Producer
Mat Demaz - Executive Producer
Michelle - Helped with the physical copies.

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Dilz Foxton, New Zealand

Dilz is a 23 year old Hip Hop artist from New Zealand with a fresh voice and creative lyrics. With a mission to find the perfect balance between mainstream and underground, you will be captivated by the variety found within Dilz' music.

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