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Feelings

from Better Days to Come by Dilz

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Talks about my struggles so far trying to make it as a rapper. The effects of "haters" and overall how I'm feeling about it all.

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What im giving now is my prepared admission, when i started rapping I thought "here's a mission", its been two years and I get no recognition, I want to help others no one sees my mega vision, through these struggles in my eyes the tears will glisten, I write these songs and I want all ears to listen, I've almost given up I'm in a weird submission, motivation comes from my very few supporters, should I just give up this is what my thought is, I sent my lyrics out there they must of thought "ignore this", there’s feeling small and I just felt the shortest, now sorrow’s overwhelming me, anger can be found in me, step into my realm and see, I’m free when I'm sound asleep, at least in my dreams I truly have a fan base, when I wake up i think "back to this damn place", I’ve felt like this as far back as I can trace.

Have you had that feeling and you feel your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best,
Have you had that feeling and you feel your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? I experience that feeling and every time I feel the stress, because raps my only refuge without it I’m a mess.

Dealing with these feelings it’s like I can’t express myself, when I started rapping man what a mess I felt, now I’m just waiting for the day that im blessed with help, if theres no progress in my dream then I guess im out, it’s hard to keep it up while feeling so emotional, most of the time I’m barely approachable, people try to talk I’m never feeling sociable, they ask “what’s up your ass” but really they don’t know shit all, I’m chasing a dream that’s nearly impossible, faith in what I do clearly I’ve lost it all, walking this path I’m weary of obstacles, I’m finished with these feelings steer me to hospital, I think these visions that I have made my sight bad, lately I’ve had this thought of raising white flags, but no matter what im feeling I’ll keep giving this my best, not giving all that I have while I’m living is my death.

Have you had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best,
Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel the stress, because raps my only refuge without it I’m a mess.

When releasing my first track I hesitated, I thought "I hope they at least confess they hate it, maybe its best i waited", but i took that thought and to rest i laid it, and to my surprise the track was appreciated, i'd get asked if it was me and i'll say "yes i made it", until i had my first hater and my feelings were decimated, three words made me feel like i was back to square one, i was at the point where i could just let my tears run, my passion was stripped naked into its bare bum, i was waiting to be saved but never shot my flare gun, but then I thought of those that give me motivation, I realize now the rap game is no vacation, things take time I have to grow with patience, I wont stop rapping because my goal is blatant, I’ma keep going hard until my soul is taken, I’ll rap all my thoughts until this hole is vacant.

Have you had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best,
Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel the stress, because raps my only refuge without it I’m a mess.

Have you ever had that feeling where it feels like your feeling nothing? And that feeling leaves you wishing you could feel your feeling something? Well I experience that feeling and every time I feel depressed, because I’m making it nowhere rapping even though I give my best x2.

credits

from Better Days to Come, released June 10, 2013
Mixed by Mat Demaz
Beat by MikeyMontz

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Dilz Foxton, New Zealand

Dilz is a 23 year old Hip Hop artist from New Zealand with a fresh voice and creative lyrics. With a mission to find the perfect balance between mainstream and underground, you will be captivated by the variety found within Dilz' music.

For bookings or enquires please email DilzMusic@hotmail.co.nz
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