Eyes have been shut no life in my soul, if death is a person then I’m right in his hold, I try to tell him no doesn’t like when he’s told, won’t let me dream tryna siphon my goal, hollow emotions feeling only emptiness, look to the sky asking why did he send me this, every time there’s no answer to my question, feel I can slip to the light any second, it’s weird, as I’m staring at my eyelids, all I see is darkness I find the sight to write this, how? Maybe with that light is hope, now visions blurry like I’m looking through kaleidoscopes, yea, I guess that is something right? Every time that it’s dark why am I wanting light? Hmm, maybe it is natural, lying to myself I need help am I passable?

My heart is feeling dead and I’m wanting it the opposite, everything is negative I’m wanting to be positive, I can make the change but I’m never feeling confident, make a decision but I struggle just to lock it in, empty inside always feeling loneliness, ask for explanations I’m feeling like he owes me this, eyes shut tight I’m wanting them to open wide, to a changed life so I’m tryna keep an open mind, but it’s like all my thoughts are closed off, tryna find a path but I hit a road block, damn, I’m alone and I’m terrified, in the big world I’ll be honest think I’m scared of life, how, am I gonna make it out, all these tribulations got me on a hater route, please, awake me from this coma, I wanna feel alive by the time the song is over.

Yea it’s not a secret I know that I’ve been dead, rage in my mind out my eyes yea I’ve seen red, now I’m just a body laying on a clean bed, sleep is a cousin I’m not living out the dream yet, choices are my own god I know that it’s not your fault, once I said this is when I think I got results, and in no way am I hating on religion, I’m just saying I’m who’s making my decisions, yea, I think I’m bout to find myself, watch with a mouth as I’m knowing only time will tell, hey, my eyes start to open more, am I bout to live the life I’ve been hoping for? shit, it’s got me all excited, bout to rediscover what the meaning to my life is, now, I’m a new person, more alive and I say bye to my burdens.