I’m lost in this world I don’t know how to find myself, god if you exist then I really think it’s time to help, I need an out from confusion that I’m going through, don’t what I’m gonna do, people ask what’s wrong with you, I’m gonna break it down, I’ll try and get it off my chest the test is in me breaking down, no more time for playing round it’s time for me to say it now, I’m kneeling down and praying loud, I feel like I’ll decay in ground, searching but it’s grey I’ve found, life, I’m tryna find a meaning for it, but I’m getting pulled and the struggles got me leaning forwards, making some mistakes that I know I will regret, friends have kept me stable so I show ‘em all respect, I’m fighting with myself to try and keep my morals right, life is a story I’m showing what a novels like, always said I wouldn’t but I’m purposely hurting people, this is how I know that I’m perfectly serving evil.

When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice just know that, I'm looking down on you smiling, and I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel my pain just smile back. x2

Now that I am free I’ve never felt so trapped before, was living in a cage now it’s like I’m going back and forth, I see no point in anything, I’m tryna sort it out but this I ask myself, well, why am I even rapping for? everything I’m writing is starting to just sound the same, and now my brain is talking bout the pain I’ve gone and found again, I put myself in this position, as I start to miss persistence, trying hard to fix the distant, sorry to the list of listeners, putting up with this, support means a lot to me, I’m gambling with fate and it’s nothing like the lottery, what is still to come from this and none can miss my mood is down, yea I know the saying and I’m hurt cus the truth is found, lose the frown, is what I’m saying as I walk the streets, I dig myself a hole with these lyrics and the talk is deep, so here I lie a rapper buried in my own mistakes, fresh out the coffin tell me who would know the face.

When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice just know that, I'm looking down on you smiling, and I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel my pain just smile back. x2

I’ma pick up right where I left off, would I be recognized? Guess not, inhaling all the good but there’s where the breath stops, wanting all the bad in my body just to get lost, fuck, I think it’s time to sum it up, lately I’ve encountered fate but I’m having none with luck, sleep doesn’t happen I’m up until 3 o clock, know what’s going on but when it comes to me I’m lost, used to have a routine now I’m living day by day, people piss me off I can snap if you say my name, may the pain just fade again, yea I know I crave the fame I’m trying hard to save the game, but it’s time to pave the way, down a path that ensures me a job, join the force hold the laws so of course be a cop, yea I’m joining the academy, rap just isn’t happening, I gotta plan ahead you can bet this all saddens me, I’m not tryna say I’ll never do another mixtape, I just need a hit like my fist did on nicks face, I’m tryna get with luck but instead I go and kiss fate, this hate is through my veins I’m feeling like a disgrace, lost in my mind like my brain has been misplaced, it’s time for an escape, I open up my eyes it’s time to leave the past behind, realizing bout the last and I’m making sure the laugh is mine, December 19th I’m finally feel free of burden, after all this searchin’ I’m finding me I’m certain, beat the urges and you can be a better person, no ones perfect, be assertive make a stand ‘fore you leave this surface.

If you haven’t noticed in my mind I was in a dark place writing this tape, I needed to escape and ended up with all of these songs talking about how lost I was, but this is how I vent, it’s been months now I’m finally feeling like me again, thank you to every one of my supporters and everyone who was involved with this project. Special thanks to Justin from def loud entertainment, you don’t know how much I appreciate your help on this man, it means the world to me.